abigailm (abbystupid) wrote,

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head above water

have you ever sat in a chair and just completely forgotten everything? then you come back to yourself like 5 minutes later and have no idea whats going on? im doing that all the time lately. im dizzy alot too. i think i have cancer. i went to sanfran today, deliciously different people surrounding me making me feel like a child. i am a child. and im scared out of my mind. kevin and i were talking on friday and he goes "is this tense? im feeling tension..." i only talked to him for a half hour yesterday and i want to cry. im becoming dependant. and if you know me at all you know that that is not me. i have never wanted to be loved so much in my life
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